Another day, still broken

It's been another day, and I am still miserable. It feels like just yesterday. Which, granted, it only has been a couple of days, but it feels like years. I can't stop thinking about it. My heart is so broken, and I hate that I have to deal with this. I am hardly talking to anyone, I have said all of 5 sentences to my parents. I haven't eaten anything since Thursday night. I have no interest in it. I just want everything back to normal. I don't understand what went wrong. Why he doesn't want to be with me anymore. What did I do? I really don't want anything to do with anyone. I have never felt like this before. Change your mind soon.....Everyone is telling you to shape up, Aunt Meg can't believe this. She doesn't understand what went wrong, me either. She told me maybe things will get better, but I doubt it. He won't talk to me.....Somebody shoot me, put me out of my misery.