A new year?

So, I thought I would come into this new year with a new look on life, and leave all of my things in the past. Well, that never happens, does it? Things that hurt you always come back to haunt you, and things you can't look past, keep coming up. I seem to keep having the same problems year after year. Boy drama, friend drama, no work drama though. I am so tired of the shady guys in my life, and I have almost hit my breaking point with that. I am tired of guys pursing me that have wives, or girlfriends, or are committed, I don't need that anymore. I don't understand why they target me, and why they can't just be happy that someone loves them? I'd give anything for that, and they just want to fuck over the one person that cares more about them then anyone else, way to go. As far as friends, that is another story, and I am sure a lot more blog posts about it. I am tired of being pushed aside, so that other people can feel happy, and then, when I voice my feelings about the situation, be punished for it basically. I can not do anything right, if I want to talk about it, I get bitched at for being dramatic, but I am honestly just trying to get my feelings about the situation out there. Ahhhhhhhh!!!! I am tired of lying, don't lie to me, I will catch you in the lie, I will feel betrayed by you lying, and it will be hard for me to trust you again. Stop the bullshit and everything could be fine. Please, 2011, bring something new, and not in the form of more ridiculous stuff.