Some more quotes

Sometimes when I think of you it hurts me because I know you're not thinking of me

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.

Everyday some random thing reminds me of you. Is this fate's way of telling me not to give up? It wasn't supposed to end like this.


The reason it's so painful when someone disappears is you have to face the
fact that the person you loved had probably left you a long time before he
grabbed his coat and scrammed. The part part is realizing that he was lying
to you, in some way, before the moment of vanishing.

I walk in the door && they tell me to smile...
They say I should be happy
&& all I can do is ask how.
How can I be happy when all I can do is think about losing you?

I just want you to know that I miss those days
when we could talk all day about nothing
and just look at each other and smile
and not be afraid to be around eachother
...i miss the old you.

People always ask me, "Have you ever been in love?"
I tell them, "Yes, but that wasn't good enough for him."

You can't just kiss me and expect it not to mean anything to me, you can't just walk away from me with no regrets or second thoughts, you can't just treat me like I'm not even worthy of your smile - yet you have, you did, you are

Because you know I'm not going to give up on you. You know that
I'm way too deep to let go of you, so you feel like you don't need
to try and change, because I'm not going anywhere. And the sad part
is, it's true. I will never give up on you. You could cheat on me,
you could ignore me, you could totally destroy my world, and I won't
give up on you - on us.


Another day, another sad day of heartbreak. I have been getting some help from people I didn't see it coming from. Nick has really been here for me, which is weird, because 2 years ago, he just fell off the face of the earth. I think he is really worried about me, and I don't blame him. Then, Laura's ex boyfriend has been help to me too. I knew he had basically been dumped by her like I was, and he told me that it took him a long time, and he was anti-social for a while, but spent time doing things alone that he liked to do. I don't even know what I like to do, and while yes, I have been anti-social, that doesn't mean much. I lost someone very important to me. Someone that couldn't tell me we were having problems, someone that just dropped me. None of that changes how I feel about him, and how I will always feel. I changed, I had some things happen, I need him to help me get through this. I need him to realize that he was in love with me, and he found something good in me, and he can find that again. He is my entire life, my soul mate. I just hope time will tell him what he needs to know, and that I am probably the only person that would always be there for him, no matter what. I am tired of being selfish, I want to work on things, I want to be that better person I was with him, until then, I need to be under close watch, and I need a change.