"You are so great, so amazing"

Am I really? Because something is telling me I am not, even though everyone I know tells me that I am. Please tell me, how someone who is supposed to be in love with me, can just stop loving me in one week? I must have done something? Brigid suggested writing letters to him, just not sending them. I think I might start doing that. Getting the memories out on paper, because they are just circling my head. I am just so tired of this life.